Judas' jaw figuratively hit the floor at this. What- where- where did he even start with that? His mind was having even trouble processing what he just heard but there was that childish part of him all but shrieking in his head you don't do that to a guy! JC just asked him to take his virginity. It felt somehow wrong to even think that, but that was his own foolishness talking. This was still a guy and every guy wanted that at some point as far as he knew, why should it be any different for JC?

Fuck him. Judas slowly slid a hand back through his dreads, gripping at them as he tried to figure out what to say. His eyes cast around his apartment and there was the slightest wince, knowing JC deserved better. "...one... step at a time," he finally said, knowing he needed to say something but failing to find the right words. Forever. Shit.

So he took a breath and tried to be... well not professional about it but more serious. Focused? Focused. "What are you looking for me, JC? Seriously. To get laid? A boyfriend? Something for the rest of our lives sort of thing? ...I'm not going to- go all the way with you tonight-" oh good now he sounded like a high schooler, "-I need better stuff to work with than this to not feel like a total scum bag about it. ...but... there's... other stuff." Oh he sounded even better.

It felt weird to sudden talk about blowjobs and fucking to JC.