Soulmate. The voice immediately latched onto that concept and drove it through his mind to a piercing light behind his eyes. JC winced outwardly and put the heel of his hand to his eyebrow. "What if-- What if I'm the perfect person...? To be with I mean? What if I felt that way about you?"

Because keeping Judas meant being more human. More physical and affectionate...

He sighed.

"I'll admit that I have no idea just what I'm doing anymore. Or what I'm feeling."