"You told me I was as close to your soulmate as you could get." So yes. He had known what he was getting into but he had thought that he would fit the bill. They didn't always get along but there was no one in the world that JC was closer to and there was no one that judas let himself get close to either. He'd been hoping to show Judas that he would fit the bill because now that it was in his head, he couldn't get it out.
JC looked passed the pointed finger. He didn't mind that Judas was getting angry and defensive. It was who he was. Who they both were at times.
"I never thought about dating until a few days ago," JC said, ever honest. Never in his entire life. "But touching you the other day, feeling your skin under my fingertips...." His smile, sad, returned. He looked almost wistful. Or maybe just resigned. "You've been the person I've loved the truest and most in my life. Since the day we met." And meeting Judas had not been fun. Not with the state he found him in. "It's always been you."
He held up his hand carefully.
"Please don't-- that doesn't mean it has to be me for you. I had only hoped. And it's all right that it isn't."
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JC looked passed the pointed finger. He didn't mind that Judas was getting angry and defensive. It was who he was. Who they both were at times.
"I never thought about dating until a few days ago," JC said, ever honest. Never in his entire life. "But touching you the other day, feeling your skin under my fingertips...." His smile, sad, returned. He looked almost wistful. Or maybe just resigned. "You've been the person I've loved the truest and most in my life. Since the day we met." And meeting Judas had not been fun. Not with the state he found him in. "It's always been you."
He held up his hand carefully.
"Please don't-- that doesn't mean it has to be me for you. I had only hoped. And it's all right that it isn't."